The Kind of Worship That Angels Long To Look Into

Something’s been happening in me this past week. It’s like something’s been unlocked and I’m suddenly seeing a lot more angels than I used to.

Guard angels, warring angels, worship angels. All of a sudden I’m seeing them all around my home, and they all look + dress different according to their roles.

Angels are God’s creation just like us. They are sent by God to do His work + partner with + minister to us. Together with them, we worship the one true God. I don’t worship angels, and I don’t chase after them. Angels, as well as all other heavenly encounters, point us back to the Source — God our loving Abba.

Being allowed to see the angels has shown me something about worship, and I want to share that with you today.

I pray that what I’m about to share will awaken your heart to the wonder of God’s love for you, and inspire you to new depths of intimacy with the One who loves you so.

Angels worship God all the time.

Sometimes they worship with their voices, sometimes with music, and sometimes in silence, with hearts so full of love + adoration that they spill over and float up like clouds of sweet incense before His Great Throne.

They never stop beholding Him (some in greater part than others), and therefore their hearts never cease to spontaneously radiate worship in response to His beauty + glory.

Their songs are clear, beautiful, perfect. Sophisticated yet totally without pretense. There’s not a discordant note in all their harmonies, not one out of beat.

God loves it. Their hearts are clean, pure, without sin or weakness.

And then I see myself next to their pure heavenly glory — I am small, inadequate, broken, and so so dirty.

I feel so human, and I feel it like it’s a dirty word.

But then! As I lift my heart in the simplest song to my God, I see the strangest thing — all the angels stop what they’re doing, gather around me, and gaze in curiosity + wonder.

They wonder:

  • How does God love this wee, weak little thing so much? There’s so little of her (I’m pretty tall in human terms, but really small amongst them), and there’s so much of His love. It’s disproportionate, and yet He doesn’t feel like it’s a waste. How/Why does He love her this much?
  • How does she worship like this while she’s still stuck in pain, brokenness, sin? How can she, a fallen human, worship like the angels?
  • God stops our perfect singing for her imperfect one. We’re curious to see what He sees that’s so captivating.

Like the nightingale, I am plain next to the angels’ iridescence. As with the nightingale, many of my songs come in the darkest nights of my soul. But like the nightingale is beautiful to me, so I am entrancing to God.

And this, dear beloved one, is the reality of worship.

These are the two very different, yet equally wonderful, types of worship:

  1. There are times when we need to still our hearts + press in. We get silent, hear heaven’s worship, and then flow along with it — that’s how we ascend into high + deep worship.
  2. But there are times when our hearts are all kinds of broken. In those times, it is the angels who are silenced so all of heaven can watch in wonder as Almighty God stoops down + inclines His ear.

He stops all of heaven’s consummate melodies to hear your single broken hallelujah.

And then He restores you so that you get elevated to that deeper worship #1.

Here is Love. This is grace. These are things the angels long to look into.

And dear one? It’s all for you + me.

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Oneness

Alex and I have recently had the amazing privilege to worship + pray + fellowship + share what God has been speaking with key leaders and intercessors across the 7 mountains in Singapore. There has been an increasing amount of talk in Singapore about unity, revival, love, 24/7 worship, and supernatural healing.

My main takeaway, though, has been this question: What are the rewards of (revival/healing/unity)?

Why do I want them to happen? What kind of fruit will I reap from the kind of revival I’m pushing for? And I’ve found it necessary to go deeper with God on that question. Because I’ve started to think about what happens after all these things come. What then?

Revival, unity, 24/7 worship – they are each puzzle pieces. And without a vision that is bigger, I think we easily fall susceptible to disappointment, discouragement, disillusionment, and worst of all what I call “ministry myopia” (in which Christians see their own ministry as more important than the rest) which leads to spiritual blindness.

So I’ve been mulling over these questions, and the Lord answered me in part while I waited on Him for a message for the Journey To Wholeness book launch. I pray that my little piece of revelation inspires someone else along the journey.

The big vision, the dream of God’s heart, is oneness.

God walking with man, no holds barred, no barriers in between — that was the dream of His heart in Eden, and that is the dream He’s been seeking to fulfill all through the Bible, throughout revival history, and up till today.

Jesus Himself, the Son of the living God, the bright and morning star, the ancient of days, said, “It is good that I am about to leave you. Because then, Holy Spirit can come.” And then He went on in the same chapter of John 16 and 17 to pray for oneness – in us, amongst us, with God.

How could the light of the world say that it was better for us if He left and Holy Spirit came? Because, Oneness.

When Jesus was baptized, it is recorded that Holy Spirit came down to Him as a dove and rested on Him. This is the only account in the Bible where it is recorded that Holy Spirit came down to man in such a quiet and peaceful way. Every other account has Him coming as wind and fire.

I believe that this is because when Holy Spirit came to Jesus, He found in Him a heart so one, so aligned, so in perfect harmony with the heart of God. There was no barrier, no struggle, and Holy Spirit could just sort of nestle into Jesus’ heart.

But with the rest of us, He comes with wind and fire. Because He is the consuming fire, and He will remove everything in us that is standing in the way. Everything of the flesh that hinders closeness with God, Holy Spirit will remove.

He removes all sin and barriers between man’s heart and God’s. Because who can ascend the hill of the Lord? Those with clean hands and pure hearts. And beloved, how He wants us to ascend. He wants closeness with us.

That is also why Holy Spirit is called the comforter. He removes all the pain, unforgiveness, bitterness, and the things that clog up our hearts, so that the King of glory can come in. He heals us so that our hearts can be made whole and God can come dwell with us.

That’s why Jesus said that it was good if He left. Because He knew that Holy Spirit would come to convict the world (John 16: 8-11), thereby preparing hearts to become a habitation for the Living God.

That was the first dream of God in Eden, and that was the last dream of Jesus before He was crucified. Oneness.

I’ve been getting emails from many of you and there’s been discouragement and a sense of disconnect from God’s presence. I don’t disparage the pain of what you’re going through, and I know all too well the helplessness + frustration of wanting to be close to God when all of heaven seems silent.

Today, can I just say that I’m whispering a prayer for you? For every heart reading this that is maybe having trouble entering into the throne room of God – I am praying for you. And I see Jesus Himself, the Great Intercessor, rising up from His throne by the right-hand of God. He walks past the millions of angels +worshipers, and through the huge golden doors of the throne room. There, He kneels beside you, puts His arms over you, and intercedes with you until He once again ushers you beyond the veil and into the Father’s loving embrace.

It is His desire, and He will do it.

He will make oneness happen between you and God. Because He wants it so much more than you ever could.

Take heart, beloved.

Wait. Watch. And see what the Lord will do on your behalf.

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Journey To Wholeness (I just wrote a devotional + the story behind it)

Beloved friend,

Alex I had just come out of a very dark time in our marriage when the Lord spoke to me about writing this book. He gave me a glimpse of His heart that so desires healing and restoration for all His children, and told me to put His heart into words.

Over the years, through my battles with depression, childhood issues, and great spiritual attack against my marriage, I have experienced God’s heart for restoration. He truly loves us so much. He doesn’t want to just save us so we go to heaven; He wants each of His children to experience the fullness of life now, right here on earth as it is in heaven.

If you are holding this book in your hands, I believe it is not a coincidence that you are reading these pages. I believe with all my heart that the Father loves you very much, and has done all He can to put this book in your hands. Whether you are recovering from, going through, or about to enter, a season of trial and great pain, I pray that Holy Spirit would take the words from these pages and wrap them around your heart with His love.

This daily devotional contains prophetic words that the Lord spoke to my heart day by day as I waited on Him for the message He has for you, His beloved.

The main scripture that the Lord had me meditate on while writing this book was Isaiah 61. I was surprised to find that, as the book progressed, there was one message repeated day after day – how great is God’s love for you. It has been proven that most people need considerable repetition in order for a thought or idea to take root. It then takes even more repetition for it to bear fruit (change behavior). If the repetition included in this devotional is not enough, reread through the days until your victory is complete. You may also want to reread it periodically just to be sure that certain things have not crept back in. our goal is to get free, then to stay free!

If you are having trouble in receiving the love of God, I recommend that you read the previous scriptures every day for a while. let the truth of God’s love really sink into your heart – not just as head knowledge, but as a deep- in-you-gut, knowing-that-you-know-that-you-know kind of understanding.

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Most importantly, this devotional is meant to be taken slow, according to the pace that your heart is able to receive. don’t rush through the days. Let the Holy Spirit guide you as He works through the areas of your heart that need His healing.

In His love,
Samantha Lee-Wiraatmaja

The Journey To Wholeness devotional can be purchased here. Or view the whole collection by clicking on the image below.

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Idream of Eden. We were made for the Garden and the full pleasure of paradise. We got separated at Eden and we spend our whole lives searching for a way back into that secret paradise. All of life's pursuit + pain + questioning can be traced back to man's search for home. Our deepest instincts tell us that we are not home outside of this reality, and our souls will never stop searching until we return. Only there will we find rest and our true being. There, we begin to dream again the dreams that have laid asleep in our hearts all along.

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