Throne Room Worship

Worship is a beautiful human right, one gifted by God that even the angels long to look into (read more about that here).

You have, in all likelihood, experienced beautiful moments of private + corporate worship. Times when the sweet presence of the Lord descends like sweet perfume, or wind, or gold dust, or healing love. And I pray that all who read this will get to experience this sweet, healing worship.

But that is just the beginning. Because there’s worship, and then there’s Throne Room worship. This is the highest + purest level of worship, and the invitation is open to all His children to press in through worship into Throne Room worship. Today I want to delve a little deeper into what it’s like, the kind of deep worship mentioned briefly in this article. What follows is not a formula or to-do list, but stories to inspire you to pursue new depths of intimacy with the Lover of your soul.

Throne Room worship needs to be experienced to be fully understood, but the short answer is this: In that place, everything is centered on Him. In that place, we are only aware of one thing: how glorious, majestic, beautiful is the King seated on the throne. We see the Angels and Elders bend low, and know that we know that we KNOW that He deserves all our devotion.

In the Throne Room, nobody sings songs about themselves (“I worship..” “I praise…” “You make ME..”) because while those songs are powerful and anointed, they can only take us to second heaven worship. Self-involved worship are found insufficient in the third heavens, in the face of His majesty. In this place, the only worship that takes off are the ones about Him and HIM ALONE, adoring Him, about His nature + attributes. Looking at His beautiful wonder, not in relation to us, but simply as He is.

We’re no longer there for ourselves (healing, revelation, solution) but we’re there because He is God and that demands the worship of all creation. That worship cracks through to the deepest core of us and brings out an involuntary response of love + adoration + awe. It is His deep calling out to our deep. Because He is spirit, and all who worship must worship in spirit and in truth.

I pray that the stories I share today will awaken your heart to the depths of His majesty + glory. I’m asking Him for deeper hunger in all our hearts.

NOTE: Before I share these stories, it is important to note that whenever I use the word “Worship” I am not referring to songs, although the word also encompasses the singing of songs. “Worship” henceforth signifies adoration of the body, soul, and spirit – be it through words, music, silence, etc.

Story 1: Going From Second Heavens Worship To Third Heavens/Throne Room Worship.

I was going about my usual one day – worship, Bible, wait on God – and it was a beautiful, peaceful time.

I was in the second heavens, the place in Ephesians 6:12 where angels battle with the spiritual forces of evil (see also Daniel 10:13). This is the place where we bring our worries, hurts, etc., to God during worship. It is the place that we usually first encounter His love, healing, assurance. He restores our soul, our identity in Him. In this place, much of the emphasis is on our needs, our struggles, our experiences. Is it a necessary step in the journey? For sure. But it cannot be the end.

As I was in that place of second heavens worship, there was a sudden shift in the atmosphere. Heavier, whiter, mistier + clearer all at the same time.

Then I saw angels come in from my right side, entering the room as they descended out of thin air. They came into the room carrying the Throne of God lifted above them.

The Throne of God was huge. Its base as high as the ceiling so I only saw the bottom-most step. It was made of what looked like solid gold, nothing hollow inside. All four corners were connected by pillars that were thicker than a palace colonnade. There were emerald stones embedded into the gold.

But far more breathtaking were the feet that rested on that bottom step of the Throne. The feet of the Most High. The God who makes the mountains tremble with His breath. He was in my living room, and now I understood why the disciple John + so many others who’ve encountered Him in this way said “I fell down as one dead”. For when we come face to face with the greatness of God, every accomplishment of our own, every human boast, appears like cheap straw beside His majesty.

The moment He entered the room on His Throne, the only response that could come forth was to adore + be in awe of who He was. I physically felt every atom in my body (pardon if that’s not the right sciencific word, but you get the gist) pivot and turn till they were all unanimously faced toward Him. Literally every fiber of my body turned toward His light. Everything was centered on Him, existed for Him, sustained because of Him.

No fear, worry, strife could enter into that sacred space. Only His glory… and His love that allowed sinful me to remain in His glory. And the only response was “Holy, Holy, Holy. You are God Almighty.”

Story 2: Going From Earth To Throne Room Worship.

Another time, I was too busy to sit with the Lord. As I hustled + bustled around the house, the Throne of God suddenly appeared in the middle of the living room, right where I usually spent time with Him.

It stopped me right in my tracks. “Why is it here?” was barely formed in my mind when the gentle, slightly stern, voice of Holy Spirit said, “We have come. This is an invitation to you to come into the Throne Room. Will you come or are you too busy?”

I repented, made a heart adjustment, and went to sit before Him humbled, awed, and pretty much trying to wrap my mind around the fact that the Great God had come while I’d been ignoring Him. But that’s who He is. Kind, humble, gracious.

The colossal God so loves the broken, mud-spattered worship of His children that He lifts us out of our mire and takes us higher to where His Throne resides. And every time we sing “Holy” “Worthy”, we’re like the 24 elders who never stop worshiping Him because they never stop beholding Him.

Story 3: Going Straight To Throne Room Worship.

There are times that I’ve settled down to worship and He’s taken me straight up to His Throne Room. Cutting through the layers of earth (the soul, the flesh, distractions) and the second heavens (spiritual warfare, resistance, blockages) straight to that place before Him.

I see mist surrounding His Throne, wrapped in light and glory. I see the angels attending to Him, adoring Him, full of awe and love for their God. I see the elders and people around the Throne and they never stop bowing down before Him.

As I join in the chorus, “Blessing and honor and glory and power, forever and ever. Unto Him who sits on the Throne be blessing, glory and honor forever and ever and ever. Amen” my body quakes at His majesty and tears flow. The tears that flow are involuntary, not from emotions, and I cannot stop them because every cell in my body must respond to His beauty.

There, before His Throne, I am bathed in His light. Body, soul, spirit vibrate as wave after wave of His light – beauty and holiness – radiate from His Throne.

I’ve often come back from those times of worship before His Throne and found that problems have been solved, wise solutions have been deposited in my mind, and God ideas planted in my heart. When we get to that place of looking at only Him, we take our hands off ourselves and let Him come in to bring divine resolution into every area.

These are some stories of my experiences, and I’m praying for an impartation of breakthrough in worship over your life today. Check back on the word of God, chew the meat and throw away the bones. Your Throne Room encounter with God might be different, but will be unique between Him and you.

And if you want a place to grow in + experience this? Join us at Godly Womanhood prayer nights OR at CreateCollective worship nights. The Lord’s specific invitation at these gatherings is for everyone to enter into the third heavens together; nobody is to be left behind. Friend, you are more than welcome to press in, just as you are.

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True Humility

I feel like there’s a bit of confusion when the Church thinks about humility.

There is a sense of frustration when His children are called to a position of influence + power + prominence. Many get afraid with this question: “I feel good about myself… that’s pride and sinful right?”

We try to squash down what we feel is pride and frantically strive to get humble by reciting “It’s all because of Him” and “It’s not me, it’s Him” repeatedly for good measure. We don’t say it, but most of us measure self-confidence as more sinful than low-self-esteem.

I feel like these beliefs are distortions of the truth — both of who God is and of who we are. So let’s talk about what true humility looks like.

Lord, we invite You to come in + shine Your light of truth into the areas where deception has entered in. Heart matters can get murky and confusing, but we know that You bring peace to the stormiest of tempests. Would you bring clarity into our hearts today, Lord. Amen.

When we think about humility, most of us associate it with attributes like: meekness, lowliness, gentleness. We almost never think about humility as boldness, confidence, assertiveness.

But here’s the thing: Jesus, the perfect Savior, was humble. And He was bold, confident, and assertive when He needed to be.

Jesus was firm in declaring that He was God’s son. When asked if He was King of the Jews, He boldly said “I am”. When questioned by the religious leaders, He went so far as to announce that how He planned to return with fanfare.

Jesus offended many people when He operated out of knowing His identity in His father. His declarations of who He was were considered heresies. He made no apologies for knowing exactly who He + what His mission was.

Jesus was fully confident. And Jesus was the meekest man on earth.

His confidence came from knowing exactly who He was. His boldness came from knowing exactly Who had sent Him.

His meekness was not a lack of strength, but strength under control. That’s real power.

Not once did He dither, hem and haw about who He was or what He could do. Jesus knew that fame does not create pride, but merely uncovers it.

He knew that humility was in the heart and was not measured by mere words + shying away from His God-given position + deflecting with false humility. Jesus was completely confident and completely humble.

And if Jesus did it, could it be that we might be fully confident and be fully humble, too?

I’m not saying that we’re never prideful when we feel good about ourselves, because sometimes we really are.

But sometimes? Sometimes we feel good because we finally see ourselves the way God does. Sometimes we grow strong because we know who we are in Him, and that’s a good strength. Sometimes we get a compliment because we did something with excellence, and God loves that. He created us and He delights in us. And truth be told, we are supposed to shine if we truly lived out our identities as children of the King of this world.

Could we also take it one step further to say: Sometimes when we live in such a way as to not shine forth, WE ARE SINNING.

Humility is knowing exactly who are in God. So if pride – thinking more of ourselves – is sin, doesn’t it stand to reason that low self esteem – thinking less of who God made us – is also sin?

Can we learn from people like Yahweh’s friend Moses and Jesus’ beloved disciple John?

Moses confidently wrote into the immortal Word of God that “Now Moses was a very humble man, more humble than anyone else on the face of the earth.” The nerve! And yet… if every word in the Bible is God-inspired, wouldn’t it mean that that very bold declaration wasn’t just allowed by God, but came from the very heart of God Himself? Moses knew who he was in the Lord, nothing more and nothing less.

John penned himself into the Bible as “the disciple whom Jesus loved,” I don’t know about you, but I’d have been super offended at that if I was one of Jesus’ other disciples. But John knew His place in the Lord’s heart, and nothing would make Him back down from that position.

So here are some questions for you + me this season: Do we know our position in God? Will we choose not to abdicate that place even when religiosity takes offense? Are we ok with offending people when we are faithfully obeying God? Do we need a little recalibration to where we get our affirmation/approval from? Do we need to change our belief system to know that there may be times when we’ve let others down but haven’t actually sinned at all? Do we need to get intentional about cultivating friendships that bring both parties into their rightful positions? Are there some relationships we need to cut off that do the opposite?

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A Call For Unity + The Five Fold

This is the year that My five-fold must come further together in unity.   Team work and brotherly love is needed.   The coming harvest is going to be so great that no one man can do it alone.   Gone are the days of the Christian Superstars — I am doing away with the “one man” ministry.   These are the days of the ministry of the saints, My sons and daughters who seek My kingdom and not their glory.

— excerpt from “A Word In Season: The Year To Run With The Horses

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I was hanging out with Holy Spirit while doing laundry one day. In a moment, I felt Jesus come so close. There was a deep sigh, and He said with gentle sadness, “My name has become a byword and a mockery to the world because of how My people represent Me.”

This was a side of Jesus that I rarely saw — not the lover, nor the servant, but Jesus the King of this world. Asserting His claim as King of creation. His grave sadness touched me deeply, and my heart cried out a wordless question, “How can we show the world who You really are?”

His answer was this: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. My five-fold ministers must band together to build up My church. By this shall all men know that you are my disciples — if you have love, one for another (John 13). Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves (Philippians 2). Speak of another as if he/she was present; anything less is gossip which hurts Me and My body.

His words convicted. In a split-second, it did a heart surgery and revealed areas in my life that were hurting Him. Unforgiveness, gossip, judgmental arrogance. I was guilty of all these and so much more.

Sometimes we human beings get so clumsy with our words, don’t we? Speaking out against one another in a way that cuts His heart to the quick. “Speak of another as if he/she was present; anything less is gossip which hurts Me and My body,” has checked me many a time in conversations. I hope to grow more in that, and I hope that glimpse of His heart inspires you too.

But, can we go a littler deeper?

This encounter also revealed some things that I have since come to believe are huge on God’s heart for His church. I believe with all my heart that the restoration of unity within the Church must first begin with those who are called into the five-fold office.

Before we go deeper, can I make something clear? Sometimes the Lord gives us a revelation/message, and then keeps us silent about it for weeks, months, years. Like a fire shut up in our bones, He tells us not to speak… for now. He keeps the message in our hearts till its fire consumes, transforms, and overtakes us.

Through this sometimes unbearable/painful process, the message and the messenger become one. Head knowledge transforms into soul-deep conviction. The prophet becomes the prophecy. I like how Alex puts it, Only when the Word means the whole world to me am I ready to preach the Word to the whole world.It is no longer about “my” revelation, but about God and His glory. 

All this to say right off the bat that: I struggle. The moment God spoke the words of Unity to me, that double-edged sword came and revealed the hidden things in my heart that stood in the way of that very promise.

I’ve struggled to love, not judge, my brothers + sisters who didn’t quite see through the same lenses I did. I’ve been learning, and have fallen time innumerable into the arms of grace. And the message of unity I have for you today is not delivered with a flippant thus-saith-the-Lord, but as a fellow comrade who is still learning to live the message.

So it is with a humble heart that I ask you to come in and listen awhile to this message that comes from our Father’s heart.

So Christ himself gave the apostles, the prophets, the evangelists, the pastors and teachers, to equip his people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ.

— Ephesians 4: 11-13

1. UNDERSTANDING THE FIVE-FOLD

The five-fold office is different from the five-fold gift. Not everyone is chosen for the office, but ALL are given access to the gifts.

Those who are called + have matured into the office are given positions of authority and are called by God as His ministers – apostles, prophets, pastors, teachers, and evangelists – and if all five-fold ministers do their jobs, then every believer should be equipped to flow fluently in the gifts of prophecy, teaching, pastoral care, evangelism, and apostolic building. For example, the evangelist is called to save souls, but also to teach the church to evangelize and impart that anointing to the believers.

This title can only be given by God, not man (e.g. a seminary graduate might be ordained as a pastor in the church might not actually have a calling to the office of a pastor). It is also important to note that those called into the five-fold office are not to lord it over others — in fact, they are called to be servants to all.

Ephesians 4 says that their purpose is to build up the body of Christ. Ephesians 2:20 calls them the foundation on which God builds His household — and foundations are placed at the lowest, everything else is built over them, and they are hidden + invisible way underground.

His mature church looks like this: The five-fold ministers working in unity with each other, complementing each others’ strengths + weaknesses, to equip the body. The believers receive mentorship + impartation of the gifts of apostolic movement, prophecy, teaching, evangelism, and a pastoral heart. The ministers commission + send the believers out to do God’s work in the world. The believers are equipped + sent + covered. What a powerful army that would be!

2. RAISING UP THE FIVE-FOLD

The above is an ideal description of what happens when believers understand who they’re meant to be + how to work with others, but that’s not what we see often in the church. That is why those in the five-fold office need to identify those who are called and help them to grow in their calling. Too many people aren’t positioned where they should be, and it is the job of the five-fold ministers to help them align to God’s plan.

For example, a prevalent mindset in the institutional church is that the highest calling is to become a pastor/preacher. And so many who genuinely love God erroneously desire to go into “full-time” as a pastor, preacher, or missionary. In reality, less than 15% of all believers are called to the church. The other 85% could be called as apostles, prophets, evangelists, pastors, and teachers to the business world, government, education, media, etc.

We’ve unconsciously perpetuated the belief that it is more holy to spend every week night on church activities, than it is to spend our evenings nurturing our children + serving our colleagues. And that does not please God.

We need to prophetically see into each individual, and then guide them along their path through encouragement (pastoring), discipline (teaching), etc. That’s why God needs all His five-fold to work together in unity. His church needs the combined power of the five-fold teams, and so does our thirsty world.

3. RESTORING THE FIVE-FOLD

Restoration is taking place, as we speak, all over the world in the body of Christ. Not just the restoration of each of the 5-fold office, but also the restoration of the 5-fold team working together in unity. This is the biblical mandate according to the book of Acts, and yet we are only just beginning to scratch the surface of what God intended.

There are still many things to figure out + learn in this area, but the first step we can take is to recognize that 1) there is a five-fold calling of God beyond just the pastor/teacher/evangelist that church has become so familiar with, 2) we need to embrace our God-given identity, and 3) we must honor each other according to their make + calling in God, no matter how different their lenses are from ours.

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As we embrace our identity + honor one another + abide in God’s unique maturing process for us, Holy Spirit the master conductor will orchestrate the different parts of the body into one beautiful symphony.

Everyone will be aligned to the Conductor’s leading, and together? We will receive the fullness of Christ.

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Idream of Eden. We were made for the Garden and the full pleasure of paradise. We got separated at Eden and we spend our whole lives searching for a way back into that secret paradise. All of life's pursuit + pain + questioning can be traced back to man's search for home. Our deepest instincts tell us that we are not home outside of this reality, and our souls will never stop searching until we return. Only there will we find rest and our true being. There, we begin to dream again the dreams that have laid asleep in our hearts all along.

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